| hmmm well let see, so far my week has been going by pretty well, i really hope im bringing up my grades because im seriously trying as hard as i can, my parents think i could do better and that im not even making an effort, but i seriously am... and it aggrivates me when i tell them " umm hello you guys im the one whos in schol i think I would know whats going on and if i am turning stuff in." but its no big deal.
But i went shopping last nite, sorta i guess you could call it shopping.
ummm i really want to die my hair, i dont know still im scared of blonde but i still want it, and i want dark brown again.
Oh and this morning was the worst of all. My mom seirously had a talk with me about drinking, she wasnt even yelling( which is a HUUUUUGE surprise, caz thats all she does is yells at me) she just gave me the worst guilt trip ever, and she brought my dad into it, and it made me really think, and i dont know i think im risking to much by drinking at this young of an age, i mean its not bad to occasionally have a little drink or something, but when you love it like i do, shes right its gotta tell me something, so i think im gonna exnay on the whole drinking scene. I def. can have fun with out having alchol in me! And then she told me im never alowed to stay the night at someone house anymore, bummer.... i wish i could tell her, mom iim not kidding i wont drink anymore, but she wouldnt believe me anyways . who cares. i know i dont anymore.
so im not sure what im doing this weekend. hopefully not just sitting at home. Where ill just get myself yelled at somemore.
   
alite pce nicgas ! <333 |